Thursday, November 20, 2014

Cock locked and ass plugged

Second day in chastity again. Today we both had the morning off and so it was a lot of laying in bed and teasing. So lovely!

I gave Mistress Luchia a massage, she teased my balls and got me so hard it hurt. Then out of the blue she lifted herself up onto me and rode my cage as though it were my actual cock. Something she's never done before. She's never really liked the idea of toys in her pussy, but maybe that doesn't count?

It was lovely. She rode me until she came. I stayed very aroused the whole thing, but never got to.

Before she left for work earlier I asked her if I could be plugged while she was gone. She agreed that this was a good idea, so I'm to wear my smaller butt plug for the first part of the evening, and then switch over to the larger one in a little while in order to work my way up.

Maybe an ass fucking is in my future? Oh wow I hope so. It's been a while since she's fucked me.

Here's hoping my boi pussy get's used later.

Wish me luck everyone!

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

And suddenly, again, locked and playing.

My lovely Mistress Luchia. Suddenly this morning after a shower together with her, I find myself locked up in chastity again on a whim.

She wouldn't tell me how long, or what for.

The fun begins again! It feels good to have this constant grip on my cock from my Mistress.

Off to work!

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Life gets in the way sometimes

I haven't posted anything lately because, well, there hasn't been a whole lot to post since the last steamy entry into this blog.

Mistress and I have fallen out of the kink scene as of late due to an abundance of real life work hours, promotions (mine. Huzzah!) and stress over juggling too many things at once.

About 2 weeks after the last post when Mistress fucked me she allowed me to cum inside of her during real, penetrative sex. She's let me do the same several times since then, and the whole D/s relationship has pretty much been forgotten for the moment.

I still lasted longer than I ever have in chastity this time around. Perhaps we'll play again some day in the same way. From what I've read on some of the other blogs that I've found through keyheld.blogspot.com this can be an off and on type of kink.

I'm ok with that.

It's fun to push boundries, but only when both parties are all in. Lately our head space just hasn't been there. We need each other in a more equal and balanced way than what our kinky lifestyle was providing.

Perhaps that's just because we haven't worked out exactly how to do this "properly" yet. Maybe we'll learn as we move forward with out marriage how to both be kinky and deal with stressful times (not bad mind you, just stressful) at the same time. But we're still young and learning.

I will say though, it's nice to be able to get so many PIV orgasms after previously getting none at all!

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

"I'm going to fuck you until you beg me to stop...

And then you can cum as much as you want."

That's what Mistress Luchia had told me Monday morning. I hadn't remembered it, as I thought it was just a sexy thing to say at the time. I was wrong though.

When I got home from work last night, I took a shower, had some wine, and after being forgetful again I grabbed my milking box from the corner and presented it to her.

"Will you please fuck me and milk me Mistress?" I asked.

She told me to strip, and kneel on my hands and knees on the bed. I put my head down and she got a long thin black scarf from somewhere. Mistress tied my balls and cock tightly at the base, and then she tied each long, free end to each of my ankles. I couldn't stand up straight, and I couldn't get out of my kneeling position without causing myself a lot of discomfort.

Where did she learn that?

I kept my head down as she put some analese on my ass  and then started to fuck me. It was light at first, but then it got harder. Then it got harder still. Then it was fast, and hard, and light exploded behind my eyes as I moaned and clawed at the bedsheets.

I was screaming into the pillow and biting against the pain from being fucked so hard and fast. Earlier in the day I had mentioned to her that there was a forum I'd seen that tells you how to make a home made fucking machine.

"You don't need a fucking machine. You have me. Aren't you my little bitch?"

I couldn't answer her. My concentration was on trying to keep my ass open and presented to her constantly pounding cock in my ass. A stiff, 8 inch replica cock with only a slight amount of give.

Finally I remembered how to speak. I cried out "Please!"

"Please What?" she asked.

"please... stop..."

That was the end. She did. She stopped fucking me.

I was relieved when she pulled her cock out of me, but at the same time it felt empty after being so abused. I couldn't move. I couldn't think at the time. I just stayed collapsed on the bed until I heard the shower start in the bathroom.

I went to join Mistress and we talked about how it went. I was still dazed and fuzzy, which felt good.

She asked me if she broke me, and I nodded, as I had never begged anyone to stop anything before. She also said that next time she wouldn't stop when I begged her too.

25 minutes. She was disappointed though. She was shooting for 30.

Once we were out of the shower she took me back to the bed and started playing with my cock. I wasn't sure if I could do any more, but I managed after a bit of her toying with me.

She pushed me onto my back and put my inside of her and started to ride me, hard and fast. I asked if I was allowed to cum and she leaned over and pushed her body against mine. Mistress breathed her answer into my ear "I promised this morning that I was going to fuck you until you beg me to stop, and then you can cum as much as you want."

It wasn't much longer before I exploded inside of her.

Monday is my favorite day.

Monday, October 6, 2014

Monday is finally here!

I'll bet not a lot of people look forward to Mondays, but I certainly do now!

I was woken up by my Mistress asking if I wanted to take a shower with her. Of course I said yes.
I took my time and shaved my cock and ass, making sure to get as smooth as possible. Shaving has become part of my showering routine. The feeling of being so smooth is wonderful, and much cleaner than when I was so hairy. Razor burn and ingrown hairs have been a bit of a problem, but that's getting better with time and experience.

After the shower Mistress Luchia dried off and went to lay down on the bed. I was being beckoned to join her before I could even dry off entirely.
I've been out of my cage recently, and simply being trusted not to cum at all. I've been good, but this worked out well. She wanted me inside of her, and I was all to willing to comply.

I held her legs up and slipped into her warm, wet, lovely hole and rode her until I couldn't stand it any longer. I've gotten very good at being able to hold back from cumming while practising PIV sex, however this time, being on top for the first time in a while, it was much more difficult! The thrusting makes a huge difference.

I had to slow to a crawl in order to stay in her without orgasming. It was excruciating, and I'm sure at least a little difficult for her as well. I had to pull out completely a few times to cool down a bit, but finally I was able to fuck her until she came all over me. I came very, VERY close, but somehow did not go over the edge.

Once we both cooled down for a few moments and our breathing slowed to normal, I crawled down her body to suck softly on her clit.
I warmed her up again, trying not to tongue her to roughly, and managed to get her off a second time before joining her for a nice morning cuddle.

So far, Monday is amazing. Tonight when I get home, she's assured me that she will repay the good behavior  by fucking me with her own cock.

I can't wait.

Leaving this off with a link to a video that I really hope will someday be me. I can't get anywhere near this level of leakage, but maybe with enough practice I can be akin to a faucet too.

http://www.sexykarma.com/gonewild/video/milking-prostate-lots-of-cum-leaking-out-togTt2MWhas.html

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Unexpected surprises

I am a bit late in posting this, but my clock has been reset.

Wednesday night Mistress decided that she wanted to use me. She took my cock out and after playing and teasing me for what seemed like forever she began to ride me.

She fucked me for 15 minutes or more. I wasn't allowed to cum at all, and it was all I could do to hold back. I was pushing down on my muscles. I was clenching my jaw. Biting my tongue. Finally I cried out. "I'm going to cum. I can't take it anymore!"

"Hold it! Don't you dare!" she said. She fucked even faster, and finally...

I pushed her hips up and took myself out of her. It was so difficult! All I wanted to do was cum, but I ended up ruining my own orgasm and pulled out of my Mistresses soft and heavenly vagina.


Well, she was going to lay down next to me and end it. I whined and she kind of scoffed at me.
"You pushed me away. I thought you wanted to stop."

"no no no!" I said. "I was going to cum, I HAD to stop or else I would have. Please fuck me again."

I begged a bit longer, and to my surprise she got back on top of me and rode me again.

As I was building up once more she whispered into my ear, low and sexy "if I let you cum, will you feel bad about it afterwards?"

"Not if you ask me to Mistress."

"Good... then cum. Cum inside of me."

That was all I needed to hear. It didn't take much longer before over a months worth of cum flooded out of me. She started to laugh in amazement at the feeling of all of that liquid splashing into her.

It was a fantastic mess.

After we got cleaned up, she made sure that I knew that this was a special occurrence. I am still not allowed to masturbate, and she will still continue the milkings on schedule.

I have an incredible Mistress, and I think she's getting used to the Femdom relationship she has over me./

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

A bit of precum from a good short fuck! Progress!

Mistress fucked me for about 10 minutes while I was on my knees on the floor, and I actually dribbled a bit of precum!
Record time for starting to drip, and it felt amazing.
She used a bit of analese on me and I think that helped quite a bit.

She asked if I felt sufficiently used, and I think I made a bit of a mistake in saying "no." but I didn't. it was a great fuck, but it didn't last nearly long enough and I was just left wanting.
However after thinking about it longer I realized that she DID use me. I was left unsatisfied and that was what she was going for.

She gave me a talk about being grateful to get any attention from her at all after she let me bathe her in the shower.

Last night was fun. I can't wait until next time she takes out her toy.

Monday, September 29, 2014

3 months of Denial and Milking Training

It's been a long time since i've posted anything on this blog, but Mistress Luchia and i have been been playing again.
i have learned of a website over the summer, thanks to the wonder of the reddit community, called milovana. It has a lot of web teases, and one of them caught my interest. i showed it to Mistress and she took that one, along with a few others and combined them into one long training session for me.

i am not allowed to cum for a whole of 3 months which started at the end of August. i gave myself entirely to her for the 3 month period during my milking training, and am now her absolute slave in a Female Led Relationship.

The milking training happens once a week, and i am only allowed to cum if i can do it anally. Mistress will massage my prostate and fuck my ass until she is tired, or until i can successfully leak and dribble cum out of my cock for her, where it will be kept and stored.

so far it's been a month. 3 milking sessions! and tonight is the 4th milking night. i haven't had any success at all so far with my milkings, and i haven't cum at all.
Talk about being constantly aroused! i'm going crazy.
i thought that the chastity period before our wedding was hard, but this has proven to be much more difficult.

Mistress has been kind in that i have been let out of my cage periodically for days at a time. currently i'm out of it right now. This is for many reasons, but basically i only get put in my cage when i really can't control myself to keep from jacking off. i do it sometimes without even thinking about it.

i'll update this blog regularly for any of those who are interested in the progress. Maybe even convince Mistress to help me out with posting pictures.

this is going to be a long 2 months to go. i'm hoping for success with my milking tonight.

For now though, it's time to go start dinner, and then to work more on my Mistress's new necklace. i've taken the key to my cage and am working it into a necklace. i'll post pictures of that for sure once it's finished.

Have fun out there everyone. ;D

Friday, January 24, 2014

Illness is not sexy

The other day we started playing again. I shaved for my  Mistress, and I locked myself up in my cage for her. Then proceeded to insert my plug and picked her up from work.
We went out that night and she had me take the plug out, but she seemed very pleased that I'd gotten myself so ready for her.  She teased me relentlessly, and it was fun, but she didn't let me out of my cage.

Not yet anyway.

The next day, we had to go on a day trip, and slowly I felt worse and worse. Then we figured out that I, unfortunately, have the flu. Oh the timing, oh the awful things.

This had been a terrible few days. I've been oh so sick.
Mistress gave me a reprieve from my cage. "Comfort and getting better are more important than teasing. Besides, you're not getting any erections anyway so it's not doing it's job."

She's good to me.
I'm feeling a little better, so we'll see where things go in the next couple weeks.

I hope to wonderful places. She's been looking at some of the Fem Dom instructionals that I find on KeyHeld, and she's learning things. It's amazing.


Also, I found this tonight through a couple of links! Check it out!


Bondage on a Buck with Mistress Katherine
http://vimeo.com/user6665677/videos